Presumably it is in your bones, your DNA, and even if you were not given a single paycheck that doesn't negate the validity or significance of what you're creating.
Your issue is not black or white. Yet, I'm confident that if you focus on your gut instincts and don't judge yourself so harshly, you'll clearly come to your next course of action, charting your way to smoother waters.
Thank you so much for taking the time to write.
As always, please send questions and comments to Ask Noah at firstname.lastname@example.org.Have a profitable and peaceful week, Noah